I Am The Lucky One ~ "The Music King"

I Am The Lucky One~ I AM ThE MusiC KIng"

HyE GuyS.. What a beautifuL Day kan ;)"..

I wokE uP so Late feelinG like jusT Doing noThing , adeh letih lak nak type besar kecik besar kecik, macam best sangat lerr plaKK..

From small, I always love music.. But my love and what I can do with music, was totally tak sama.. I can't express the music in me..

Yeah, my parents sent me to learn music (organs) when I was in standard 3&4, but I became lazy and didn't complete it..

Years n years later, (in high school), I was happy enough to buy my own guitar with the money I saved and again try learning and playing it.. I got just enough to entertain my self hee :P

During working, the most I did was enjoying singing, especially karaoke, it too doesn't bring out the best of voice that I hoped for..but family n love oneS still do give me hopes by saying I have a good voice ( yer larr diorang kesian kat abg naz kan :P )..

One thing about sadness n pain, It made you sink down so low, until you find the soul in you that you were looking for all this time..

I hope this short story will give you guys a little Idea of how I started singing n thuS became more obsessed with my Self.. hihi :)"'..

" I Am The Music King "

After depression got a hold on me, I start looking through the sadness and pain, agony of life, feeling remorse n haTing my self.. Music is the only thing that was keeping me accompany..

SinginG at open karaoke at roadside food stalls near Pantai Dalam, just pushing down my Ego so I won't be shy no more.. Going to open karaoke clubs n made a fool of my self :)"..

Until one day, my cousin brother "Nawee", introduce me to his brother.. My own music Angel "Praveen Henrich.. HE is like a pearl from a deep ocean.. HE teaches music at Stamford Collegue before n was in a band in India for almost 10 years playing in concert through out India...

Don't ask him about hiS family lineage as you would be surprise that A.R Rahman, the Famous Bollywood Music director was once playing with his Late father.. As their family comes from a very strong blood of musical talents..

I alwayS like to write lyrics, and Once recorded a Song for my One True Love, just to express my love for heR, but it didn't Work out, and I felT, that was going to be my last music..

The tittle waS " Atas namaMu Mardiah"..

But God works mysteriously, as he sent me Praveen..

All the lyrics which I wrote without music, he just put in the music within less than an hour (and guys, for you to know, people will normally create melody n music before lyrics, as its not easy to do the opposite, creating melody after lyric) .. but he did.

And at times, both of us just create a new full song (melody n lyrics), within an hour.. Which for some will take days n weeks to do..

The first song we create together was " I LIE I CRY", its quite cool as it has some of Jason Miraz type of melody to it.. When I gave him the lyric, he gave me the music within 30 mins.. The lyric is as below ~

Well I Don’t See

And I Don’t Feel

I Never Hear You Nor I Ever Say

The Life We’ll Live In Will Carry Our Sin

OHH I’m Not Hurt

And I Won’t Flirt

I Never Leave You Nor I Ever Hate You

The Feeling Is Real And It Hurts To See You Go Away My Baby

Well I Lie I Cry I Smile I Try

To Mend The Ties We Have

I Never Say Good Bye To You

Well I Lie I Cry I Smile I Try

To Mend The Ties We Have

I Never Say Good Bye To You ~

(ActuaLly the Lyric was created at the time I was in My FairytaLe story ~ meeting the princeSs)

Then he played for me one of his own song which he haven't release and I was so so In love with it, even it is in Tamil and I can't understand it, the melody of the song touch my heart n soul so much I began to cry when listening to it..

Without even understanding the lyric, I felt that song was me.. Telling my whole sad story of my life from that song.. And yet at the same time making me feel so peaceful.. The title of the song is "Kaadhal 528"..

By just playing together, we create songs everywhere, even while lepaking at MAS Transport department at KLIA while trying to sell some stuffs there to find money to move..

At the time we saw thiS beautiful Girl by the name of Silfeny", an MAS Stewardess.. And she was WOW, Thats the only word that came out from us..

So within 3o mins, we create thiS song, title "SilFeNy".. and the lyrics is as beLow~

I Woke Up On A Sunday Morning

I Feel So Calm Yet Feel So Low

I Clip My Wing And Put My Stripe On

And Catch The Train To Fly My Plane

Hmm Bob Umugaga Hmm Bob Umugaga Hmm Bob Umugaga Hmm Bob Umugaga

I Saw Her Standing By The Corner

Looking So Lovely Ohh So Free

I Walk So Gently To Stood Beside Her

And I Softly Ask Her Name .. She Said

Silfeny Silfeny .. Her Eyes As Blues Sky

Silfeny Silfeny .. Her Smile Can Make You Cry

Silfeny Silfeny .. I’m Begging On My Knees

Silfeny Silfeny .. Won’t You Dance With Me ( X 2 )

Hmm Bob Umugaga Hmm Bob Umugaga Hmm Bob Umugaga Hmm Bob Umugaga

I Can’t Imagine Of Such Beautiful Eyes

Ohh How Crazy As I Look At Her Smile ( X 2 )

I Saw Her Standing By The Corner

Looking So Lovely Ohh So Free

I Walk So Gently To Stood Beside Her

And I Softly Ask Her Name .. She Said

Silfeny Silfeny .. Her Eyes As Blues Sky

Silfeny Silfeny .. Her Smile Can Make You Cry

Silfeny Silfeny .. I’m Begging On My Knees

Silfeny Silfeny .. Won’t You Dance With Me ( X 2 )

Hmm Bob Umugaga Hmm Bob Umugaga Hmm Bob Umugaga Hmm Bob Umugaga

She haven't got the chance yeT to listen to the song.. And I think she will never will.. But everything we see became a reason for music to come out from us.. It was the coolest feeling ever for Me..

At one time, we were always Playing or Singing at this one joint, " One Borneo Station, Sunway Mentari".. And during weekends, Abang Awang Bpr is playing there.. He was such a cool dude and most of the time he will be singing with a lovely lady, name kak Carol (became my pet sis') ..

We jammed with them and once Abang Awang invited us to his recording studio..just planning to show him our songs, he end up recorded the "Kaadhal 528" song for us, also putting his guitar touch into it making it sound so so amazing.. So, thank you Abang Awang BPR.. It was amazing what you did, with Praveen's talent, it'll melt hearts of every women, I'm sure :)"..

As time passes, each of us moves on to what we individually have to do.. We misses each other, but work n life have to carry oN..

I start Looking for my own muSic, without my music AngeL.. Then she came, like an Angel herseLf.. Helping me in every possible way that she couLd..

God never gave me talent to make melodies n create music before, only lyric.. But that day HE did.. In one day, I create music, melody n lyric and even manage to record it using a small handphone camera for her.. As, everytime i look at her, I see the Sun, the light that shines her colors onto Me.. I GAve the tittle to the song "Ima Mentari"..

I start to go everywhere with my guitar n bonggo, not that I can play them well, but just having the both, making me feel like "The King of Music", as, I am not shy anymore, I don't care as I never beG .. and even when I say at times I wanted to put my hat so people will put money when I play, I can't do that.. Maybe still have that little bit of Ego in me or just want to share Music, as,

I always feel that music is never own by anyone, Its always a "Gift" from GOD, its Gods wisdom n talent and meant to be shared, not to be own.. If people want to get paid for performing it, its ok, but never getting royalty out from it.. Anyway, thats just from my 5 cents worth of thinking LarR :)"..

Today, Is a new day for me.. I feel like my road being away from my lovely Angel praveen has come to an end.. Will be together soon.. And I do hope soon is today hehe..

As me alone, can pulled 1--20 people to come and listen to me singing and playing, with Praveen I thing it can be 10 timeS better hahaha..

Well praveen brother.. Lets go, lets show the worLd how AngeL n DeviL rock the worLD.. lets rocK the world until all the fire from the music burns through all the heart of thiss messy worlLd we live in, with fuLL of hatreds n SelfishneSS..

And Guys, come larr sing along with us, as, we will telL u guys where we gonna be.. Don't hide urself behind ur closet full of work, as, it'll never finish.. We can onLy live onCe.. So Make sure that one time "WE do LIVE OUR LIVE", as, we never gonna know whats tomorrow gonna bE :)"..

And GUYS, Who gets to play music? Create musics? n Sings it like Me n anyone who had the same road of experience.. and for that, I will always say,

"I AM THE LUCKY ONE',

as, even in my worst state of sadness, God gave me the best of who I can be..

Till then, thank you for reading my stupid short story again.. N let me leave you guys with some of the other lyrics for some other songs we created..

Love u Guys a hell LOtTS . . Take Care  ~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ~

~ Cinta Violaine ~

Sinar Mentari Jingga Dengan Seribu Warna

Kisah Cinta Yang Membawa Erti Gembira Dan Sengsara

Tanpa Cinta Aku Derita Tiada Lagi Arti Syurga

Alun Rasa Mempersembahkan Kasih Yang Penuh Bermakna

Melangkah Dalam Kelam Kisah Cinta Direstui Alam

Berjanji Tuk Bersama Bersumpah Dan Setia

Dengan Kata Aku Melangkah Pergi

Membawa Hati Ku Bawa Cintaku

Bukan Untuk Berkata Dusta Ku Cinta Kamu Ku Cinta Kamu

Violin Bridge

Same Melody As The Violin Bridge

Hanya Masa Menentukan Semua

Tanpa Rasa Padanya Ku Serah Jiwa

I LOVE YOU ~

CINTAKU PADAMU KAU BAWA PERGI

Cintaku Padamu

Bersinar Bagaikan Rembulan

Kasihku Padamu

Sedalam Air Di Lautan

Rahsia Inilah Menjadi Saksi Cinta

Padamu Kekasih Yang Berlalu Pergi

Cintaku Padamu Kau Bawa Pergi x 2

Kasih Dengarkanlah Oh Ke I khlasan Hatiku

Telah Ku Tangisi Pemergiaan Mu  i tu

Walau Ku Hanya Tempat Kau Berteduh Kasih

Ku Tahu Haaati Mu Bukan Milikku

Pedih Yang Ku Rasa Bagai Gelap Malam

Pabila Kau Kembali Pada Yang Silam

Pedih Yang Ku Rasa Bagai Awan Hitam

Tak Akan Ku Tangisi Kasih Yang Hilang

~ SoulT’rein~

My Heaven In Hell

Walking Down Alone

On This Dark City Road

Looking Around Me

Is This Heaven Or Is This Hell

Sitting Drinking Coffee

Thinking About Me

Thinking About My Life

How It Starts And How It’ll End

There’s Heaven Above Me

There’s Hell Underneath Me, OHh I See

Keep Holding Out My Hand

But No One To Reach For Me MY LORD, MY LORD, MY LORD

I’m Your Fighter I’m Your Dark Knight

I’ll Be Your fire That’ll Keep The World Burning

I’m A Tiger On A Dragon

I Make A Promise To Keep The Peace Of The Whole World                    ~ SoulTrein~

ONENESS

EVERY BODY WANTS TO FEEL THE LOVE IN ME..

EVERYBODY WANTS TO FEEL THE LOVE IN YOU

EVERYBODY WANTS TO CARE ABOUT THE WORLD WE LIVE IN

EVERYBODY WANTS TO FEEL THE LOVE IN ME    X 2

IT’S THE ONESS THAT I WANT

THE ONESS THAT YOU WANT

THE ONESS THAT EVERYBODY WANTS TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE

IKLAS TAPI JAUH ……. (Continuation of the song ikhlas tapi jauh if permits by the owner of the song)

THE eND ~888~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ~